All in a Days work

2010-07-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today was a long day though. Haha went to school almost late but never. Haha.

POA, Mr Ha super Imba! Scolded Hope2-1. SUPER FIERCE! Haha. Go Mr Ha! My idol!. Oh yeah! And also i learn how to do Partnership! Haha. Need to work on it...

After school band! Oh yeah!. i LOVE Bass drum i just whack man! Vent all my stress, pressure and anger all out! i feel good but now tired also got to do with the Night Study also la!

Smiles

2010-07-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today it didn't really start off well, as it was raining in the morning and i was almost late. And then well, lessons were dry... But During recess 2 person just brighten up my day.

First was Marilyn, she smile. This made me happy was because she hasn't been doing well in her personal life so i told her to smile more. And she did, i can see that the smile is really from her heart and not a smile to please me or for the sake of smiling... Haha.

Next was my little baobei meimei. She smiled. Thought she got no reason to smile and this is exactly why it aid in brightening my day and this is wow! And i really like her smile, it not only make her look beautiful but also brighter... *sorry that if you have to see this*

Well ya, today was a "bright" day!.

FRISBEE

2010-07-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today had Frisbee! Yeah it was so amazingly fun!. i can't wait for me to get my own Frisbee from Phoebe and then i can play with my meimei and help her to improve. Haha. i know, i'm not too good as well. But hey look everybody is not perfect, we can always improve and yet we will never be perfect. So training here i come!. i shall work on my throwing skills for Both Long and Short distances throw. Although i'm a long distance thrower but it is not good also.

Haha after Frisbee, we went to Bedok Hawker Center to Dine. And i ate Fried Prawn Mee. it was little but very nice. Haha. Jokes! We sat there and talked about it.... Then went home.

On my way home i thought about my Class. We have such a nice group of Teachers; Mr Ha, Ms Wong, Mrs Lau, Mrs T. , Ms Ng SY, Mr Sighn, Mr Gage, Mdam Doo, Mrs Ting, and yet we don't treasure them. i feel sad for Mr Ha, Mrs Lau and Ms Ng, they are so good to us and yet we take advantage of them. Well i guess somethings can't help it...

Mrs Lau is a very nice lady, and she had come a long way. She is strong and i have grown to Respect her a lot. Mr Ha too nice, and he i don't know is because he don't want to scold or can't be bother. He is always nice to us, and we "climb unto his head"... Haiz. XiaoYing, like she said, we are like siblings, she is our big sister. Seen us since sec1 until now. And we just also took advantage of her. Disturbing her here and there, and at times rude. Haiz. idk what is wrong man......

2010-04-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm... After 5 long years of service to the GM band... i can finally call it a day... Saturday was my last official performance with the Band... Flunk it.... But never i still kinda enjoy the time there...

To my Juniors:

Sorry for all the scolding session and all the rubbish... It is just the way i talk... i hope that you all will work hard in the coming years.... Be good and listen to your new SL... Don't give her too much trouble... And i got a good feeling you all will like her more then me and Zion... So JiaYou Percussion section!... Happy Working with you all...... And here is something i want to say to you all... Have a goal and willingness to Excel and overtake those that have gone before you(seniors)...

Term 2

2010-03-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today is the start of the new term!... Which means... 1 more term closer to GCE O levels!... Haiz... Crazy week... And after we have seen the new time table!... It is CRAZY indeed... Haiz!... I guess this is life... Oh well... CHIONG AH!!!!

2010-03-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today is Cross Country Day... And was late... Wow!... Cos the bus was very pack and then have to wait lor... Sian... But never mind... So when there and prepared and ran... Run man... i wanted to Run but can't... Due to first stitch then Chest pain-.-... Crap lor... Walao... Sad man... Then never mind... Just walk all the way with James...

After Cross Country, the Makan KaKi waited for Jie to go and eat... And then Jie wanted to drink water so went into NTUC and buy... She treated the whole group hehe... Thank You!... Then waited for bus and talked about her class de people... Haha... Funny, Faith2-3 cute!?... Jokes!... Ok i'm joking... Then bus came, took the bus to the bus stop outside the MRT station... We were suppose to drop 1 stop before that... But when Jie said it, nobody cares... So we miss that stop, then ended up at the stop outside the MRT lor... Hehe...

Then we went shopping inside Tampines Mall... We sort of like went through all the shops there... We spent our time at the Toy shop... Playing Gashpon... Hehe... i turning for Bleach, Brandon and Melvan turning for One Piece and Pearly and Jie for some random stuff... Jokes... We spent like more then $12 in total lor... Haha...

Then we went to Cafe Cartel to have our lunch... Woa! The Lunch super nice and well priced... Win liao lor... Haha... We sort of like chatted about school stuff... Jericks said something very very stupid... And i think Jie kinda got angry... Hehe... Then i go and add on to it... Wee!...

Then we went to Century Square and shop some more... Jie, Pearly and i were kinda like caught up in a shop that sells stuff... Cute stuff... Whereas i was stuck at the Puzzle section... Hehe.... Then move on... We went all sorts of place there... Saw a lot of MeowMeow!... Crazy about MeowMeows... Hehe... Then went to NTUC and then saw Mr Chow... Last year's chinese relief Teacher... Super BHB!... Walao... Then after that... Went to a fish shop... Then after that we all headed home... Only Jie stayed at the Mall to find something to relax...

2010-03-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty much better... Not very hot but still is hot... Then afternoon got little rain... But didn't cool the Temp. And after that it became a little Hazy...

Well today afternoon is the First Christian Fellowship time in GM... Yea!.... ok cold... i did nothing... i thought there will be time where i need to explain stuff to them... But never... So pretty much alright...

2010-03-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today turn to do Sunday logistic again... Yes... Arrive early so waited for HuiMin's car to arrive so that we can transport the Logistic to GCMC...

Today's worship was great... Sermon also nice... It talks about we having Joy, A Joy that is Everlasting and Eternal... A Joy that will come from Pain and Suffering... But in order to have and enjoy this Joy.. We Need to go through it... For God will Turn this Pain and Suffering into Joy... And Jesus promise us Pain and Troubles... BUT He also promise us Joy... Therefore we will have and experience Pure Joy...

2010-03-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today started very very early... Woke up like at 7am in the morning... Then went and meet WeiLun and meimei for breakfast... i and Lun look sleepy whereas meimei look awake... WOW!... i wonder what she do wor...

Then went for Band... BORING!... Keep on playing wrongly... Too Sleepy... Not Alert at all... Angry man... Someone can't play correctly... i Shall not name who is it... Then as soon as Mr Samuel dismiss the band for Fall in, i went off lor...

Reach EL/GL and then do logistic... Chiong man... Went to EH move the stuff real quickly somehow... Wow... Then went for Foundation... Today kinda like a reflecting session... Found a way to Keep myself on track for QT and i'm going to conduct meditation on the book of Psalms... Muhaha...

YF was great... Learn that indeed there are a lot of people don't know God and Who He is... And prayed for some of our so called Unknown Siblings... This is Call Supporting in Prayer... Wonderful time of Worship... Then After YF and Dinner... Went back to EL for a time of fellowship... And i got Guitar Theory Lessons with Victor... Blur like almost all the way cos i don't understand due to that i'm kinda tired...

After YF log was super fast... Then End of the Day...

2010-03-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

Today is a horrible day... It began off with me almost late for school... Then stupid house meeting, learn the stupid cheer... It is like totally stupid lor... And right Lesson is also totally gong... Nothing much...

Then during band, i skip the stupid Career Fair... Then went and teach the sec1s... Basic sticking also can't get it... Lack of self-control... Kenna scolded by me... Super angry...

2010-03-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today was a normal day... Skip assembly... Because it is very very boring... And then Class was as per normal... Just felt very very sleepy... And Geography Remedial is very fun as well as funny... Love Mrs Lau...

After that went to play basketball... It didn't do it's magic of helping me to relax and have fun... But instead kinda boring... Went home, and my Dinner is last night's curry chicken...

O levels is harder then i imagine... The lesson duration is bring all our fighting spirit down by a lot... And each day our energy are just dropping... Day by Day, minute by minute... i'm just so tired... Should i move on to April intake... ITE... i'm just so very very tired...

2010-02-28T22:38:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of Lunar New Year... Suppose to go for Service and then attend Foundation de SP but i didn't go for any... Went out with my Mother to Gan Ma's Place... But before all that could happen, i must go to Vivo City to find them... So i went there to find them... i kenna cheated... They on second floor tell me third floor...

After meeting up, we went to Vivo de Daiso... Waited very long outside... Cos all of the Adults all lost inside.... Then i decide to use my computer to access Internet and play... When i finally get access... They came out and we have to go...

Nothing much liao... Finish watch 2 movies... Final Destination 3D and Jennifer's Body...

2010-02-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today was fun... From Foundation to QCP time... Nothing special happen... Maybe only during the time that i need to lead worship....

2010-02-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

Sec1s were kinda horrible... But some of them are good at doing Drills... Not too bad... And Band today was kinda normal so to speak... i like whacking the Timpani and those songs with the chances to whack... It just makes me feel good...

Hate the trumpeter... 3rd trumpeter to be exact... Who has a serious attitude problem and think that she is correct... Yes is you Jaslin... Horrible player... Get out of the band la... Only know how to play... Play during sectionals...

Dreading Day

2010-02-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

Today my "FAVOURITE" English teacher returns from her course... i dreaded going into the class... As i didn't finish my pile of homework... No time to take a breathe, and we are back to chionging liao... Haiz... This will only ends when O levels ends...

Busy

2010-02-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

Today went to band early... Mr Samuel asked me to help out in giving the sec1s instruments... There is a lot wor.... But never... Then Taught my new sec1s basic of percussion... Then sectionals so on and so fore... Then ate dinner with HuiJun, WeiLun suppose to join us, but he went home and eat... Then we talked about stuff and all....

Song of today:

Crying in the Rain

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurtin' me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my cryin' in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my cryin' in the rain

Rain drops fallin' from heaven
Could never wash away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Some day when my cryin's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool but till then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my cryin' in the rain

I'll do my cryin' in the rain
I'll do my cryin' in the rain

New

2010-02-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

New Blogskin... Done by myself... Taught by my wonderful Teacher... My little princess, Gladys... Thank you meimei... Tmr will give you something good... That i'm sure you will like!

2010-02-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

The Distance is Getting BIGGER!..

Today and yesterday's foundation talks about having Faith in God... God i want to have Faith in You... Will You help me to put my 100% Faith in you... To let You work my Life out for me?...

2010-02-17T21:52:00.005+08:00

This is the song that i was reminded of... If i really love her, i will let her go and if she is destine for me, i will not fall in love with anybody when she returns... But if i am to fall in love, then that means she isn't mine... But i really hope that she is the one... And i got a feeling that she knows i like her very much, and she is kinda avoiding me... And this feeling i have now, i have to keep it to myself... If i tell Gladys or Elissa i will just get a scolding or Nagging respectively... Well that is all i have to say...

Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray

Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

You are just to pretty and nice... i wanna stay away but i can't everywhere i turn i see your face!... And each time my heart melts and my facial expression just totally change... The world will change me, but only little... But you totally change me...

2010-02-14T00:05:00.003+08:00

As of now is the New Lunar New Year... People are Happy Celebrating it with people... And Couples enjoying their Valentine's Day.... Some are Happy and Mass Sending Well Wishes to people... And the feeling now is Happy and on Cloud Nine... But i'm not... i don't feel happy at all... And i really hope that i will have a chance to send a message to her... But in any case... i just feel very very very sad....

2010-02-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

This is how i felt after all the "scolding" i get and all the advice to ask me to drop the matters... But i know i can't... And this song speaks very well about it...

Nothing's gonna Change my Love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever, oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know,
they’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view,
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

2010-02-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

CRUSH

crush to the core.........

2010-02-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

Well i think i know who is the naggy one... It is not Elissa nor my Mum... But me... me, i and myself... i'm just so caught up with the thought of her... And then, i just got a "IN YOUR FACE" statement... And it came from someone who i don't imagine saying it and the 1 that i consider treasure the 1 of the most... At that very moment... i hear heart shattering into Million piece and i felt it... It wasn't nice... But that is the cruel reality... i guess my road has ended then... This is the only place i can pour it out... All my feelings...

2010-01-28T22:49:00.005+08:00

Well there are many things in life we recieve... Like this few person that i meant during a very fun and meaningful trip... They gave me a lot memories, Beautiful and Wonderful but along with it there are also bad ones... But i guess all this have to come to an end... As the saying goes:"All Good things must come to and END" Well i guess is time for me to learn to let go... From today on I'll try my very Best to Stay away from this two person RC and RS... *Whoever knows who are they keep to yourself alright... The Reason for my decision is simple... Key to maintaining a good friendship is to have a bond and this is made able by our time spending together talking be it rubbish or Other... But this is no longer there... So there really isn't much of a point... Well my wishes for you two is may you all do well in your National Exam and May God Bless you... And THANK YOU for the Memories!

GOOD BYE!

We are just friends, need not cling on to like that... Just let her be... If RC want to stay in school until 6pm+ by all means... It has nothing to do with me... So no need to get angry with this... JUST COMMON FRIENDS...

2010-01-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

Well... A time out will be nice... To take a Break from Studies and People... Today, 3 main Feeling was over me... First is Anger... What is your problem... Why can't you just play the part and read the stupid score... All you need is to ask... And you will be able to master it... But NO!!... You don't have the guts to do it... i'm so disappointed in you...You said you wanted to learn it... Very well i have decided to let you learn BUT you always don't meet at least 5% of my expectation... And each time you always act emo infront of me... Each time you do that instead of making my heart melt... NO it back fired it never did have that effect...

Next is sad... i don't know how to tell you meimei... If you come across this i think you will know... ZhiHao told me that, he told Mr Sam about you but Mr Sam didn't approve it... So i guess meimei you will have to stay in Flute Section... But is my HOPE that you will excel there... Do your very best for me ok... Cos i don't have a chance in learning it... JiaYou meimei...

Last is worry... i'm worried about you... Each day i always see you with a very tired look but always smiling... It breaks my heart to see you like that... i know deep down in your heart you are tired but you don't want to show it or tell it to others... And i can only watch you over a distance... Each time i turn my heart to a certain direction i will see you... i don't know why is that happening... Is it because i like and sub-conscientiously thinking about you... But in any case i know i really like you...

That kinda concluded today's post...

2010-01-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

There are 2 girls that i will care the very most about... 1 of them is none other then my sister i never knew i have, and hope that i will have... She is Gladys... My little MewMew sister... She is someone who can put a smile on my face and also maybe a few drops of tears as well... i love her as though she is my real sister...

Next is her... JiaHui... i don't know why am i so caught up with her... Well the conclusion i got is... What happen during the China Cip Trip 2008... And up till now i think it have kinda change from a normal crush to a liking... Or maybe even more... Well i don't know... But her own Character is kinda making me worry... She don't really like people to know what she is going through...

Why must you 2 hide things... Well meimei may not be much... But why you want to hide it... Is it because i'm a guy that's why you don't want to tell me... Well i just hope that that is the reason... i just want you to know that i like you and i will help you no matter what...

2010-01-22T21:09:00.002+08:00

Life is so hard... You don't get what you want... All it takes is 1 wrong statement to tear someone completely down... Why can't life just be easy... A wave haven stop, the next just come crushing in... i'm tired of this... And the worst of all... i was reminded why i join band and coming to the end of the 5 years... i just realise also that i wasn't needed in the band... i'm a nobody... "We don't need you, so please say until you are very important..." And i have been working hard for my past 4 years and all i get is what... A lousy Section Leader Post... So what... Very big ar... All that i have done and is just a Stupid SL post... i can just return it into your face... i don't need it... It is just a piece of Junk...

2010-01-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

The Word Eternal Slumber has been in my mind for some time and it disappeared but yesterday and today it resurfaces... Really Won't it be Nice that i could Sleep Forever and ever and don't wake up... Sleep until i die, no need to worry about anything on earth and that is happening... i Need NOT face problems and emotion and People!!...

Giving up sound nice also... i Think it is about time i give up a meaningless pursuit over someone who i don't talk to... And i think my action are just plain NO POINT, MEANINGLESS, STUPID... SO JUST GIVE UP ON HER!!!!.... No Point... It is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

我难过

我難過曲：周傳雄詞：陳信榮編：
那一年默默無言只能選擇離開
無邪的笑容已經不再精采
你害怕結局所以拚命傷害
說是我擋住你的美好未來

你堅決不希望我等待
我便默默的讓你走開
如今你受了傷回來
叫我如何接受這安排

我難過的是
放棄你放棄愛放棄的夢被打碎忍住悲哀
我以為是成全
你卻說你更不愉快

我難過的是
忘了你忘了愛盡全力忘記我們真心相愛
也忘了告訴你失去的不能重來

2010-01-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the start of my Foundation Class Retreat(Camp) at HomeTeam NS at Bukit Gombak... Well the whole time together was Awesome and Fun... We first started off at GekLim or EL where we have teaching on the 4th piece of the Amour of God, the Shield Of Faith... After the session we went for lunch at Yu Tang... Then took Alex's Dad's Mini Bus down to the Chalet ground... The mini bus was... The seats are all very straight and very the shaky until i feel like vomiting....

Then we reach there but can't check in till 2pm... So we were playing at the playground there... And people are like playing the swing... We are like got deprive Childhood... Haha... Rachel, Brendan, Jeremy, Marcus, Nani and me... Haha... After that we got another session....

But all of this were the light stuff... And around 10pm HuiYing took over... This was the heavy 1... The topic was a aftermath and add on to what QingHui left of... i was Challenge by HuiYing's question... Am i having a Close Relationship with God?... Well my answer is no, my walk with Him in 2009 is far apart... Then this is where God showed me His gift for me... He gave me a task a Chance to show obedience to Him... And from the Foundation Topics of Daily Perspective, Stewardship, Will Of God and Amour Of God, it was just preparing me for This Gift He gave me on New Year Day...

The present God gave me is a calling to Embrace the Truth spoken in the Bible in the Foundation Topic of New Life... "The Old HAS GONE and the New Has COME"... This is what God showed me... But i was so caught up with the fact that... What if i can't keep to what i promise and i fail Him again... Many thoughts run through my mine...

Then God show me His second present for me... It is in the Book of Joshua, about God promising Joshua the Land of Jericho... What the Lord God told Joshua was not possible but By FAITH Joshua listen to God and Trusted His word without Doubt...

i Hope that i will trust in the Lord and by FAITH i will follow His will...

2009-12-31T22:48:00.004+08:00

2009 is coming to an end... Now is the time to reflect back on this year and see where have gone wrong, where can improve and last but not Least God's work and Thanksgivings...

Let's us start from the beginning:

Started the year with a very happy heart because is yet another year... Then go to school play a fool, and know that Gm is having a Badminton Team again, at that point of time i was happy and worried for the CCA don't really have many Good Players... Then soon after that i got the news that the team is going for East Zone... i was scare and shock, for this is the first time i take part in a sports competition and the team kinda Cannot Make It... So ya still went ahead and i got a new role in Badminton, i'm also the Coach for them... So with my coaching, we still went ahead with East Zone, we trash the first school and the next few school is our turn to get trash... But never mind we all expected that to happen for we are freshmen...

Moving on...

This year is also a SYF year... So band have to chiong also... The worst thing is band practices are on the same day as my competition days... So ya... Have to Chiong back after each match... Well it was fun... Then we performed for the school, it is just an excuse to let the sec2s know how it feels like to perform infront of a big crowd... And of i was scare, reason being it is also my first time playing my new "toy" the Timpani in front of the whole school... i was Shaking... Haha and Ethel told me "i know, i can see you shaking" haha... She knows that i have fear of stage, and where she got that, is from out China CIP 2009 Presentation... So after that we went for SYF and got back the Silver, but we were hoping for a Gold... The funny thing is when they said that we got Silver we were screaming like siao, but the school in front of us also did the same. that is because the got Gold with Honors so we . their feeling...

Then came the June Holidays...

Nothing much in June, just that there is EYF, it was fun to go EYF get to know each other more and have fun together... Also there was those time preparing for Band's first time after many year, we are marching go there were drills, parade and all... June was also the month of my Birthday... Although i didn't receive gifts or anything, But there is 1 thing i remember and will always do, it is a Birthday wish in Advance by someone who is dear to me and is kinda cold and yet i got a message from this friend... Thank you dear friend... And June of cos there is PlayMax and this is where i met this little girl that at first sight was kinda Ah Lian,, Ah Lian de... But it turns out to be wrong she is a nice girl, a very nice girl and cute girl... Now this "ah lian" is my little sister Gladys... She was also a shocker on my birthday she messaged me and wish me even though we were not very close...

So time fly,

July has nothing much is just all Practices and study like Kuku...

The first wave of terror has come...

August was an eventful Month this year... The first big bang was NDP, i got tickets from Pearly to go to the Floating Platform and watch the NE show, it was wonderful... And then it was the school's NDP, where the Band have to march and stand on the spot and play for the Parade... Our School's Thanksgiving is on the school field and is a combine Performance, although the Sec4s are bend from being near the Band i and WeiLun still stuck with the band... Band is like our second Home le...

Skip the months...

Ok, then it was time for my Final Bang of the Year... N levels!!!... Did N levels sure that i will get an A1 for my science and F9 for SS and Geog... But on Result day i got a A2 for Science and B4 for SS and Geog... Haha...

Holidays:

During the November and December Holidays was just like normal holidays, playing Maple and rotting at home... But also got go for EYF la... This EYF was meaningful because it was very Evangelistic... God showed me a couple of things during this time...

Personal Stuff:

i Thank God for this year... Although the start of this year i have not been listening to The Shepherd's voice, But He still speak to me... This Year was a Stormy Year, because of a maybe wrong invitation and wrong way of handling it... But His word still reach me and help me... And this year was also a year of a lot of low points... From Stress from CCA to Family to Personal Friends it covers all Walk, But thanks God that He allows me to meet a friend a Good Friend, Elissa to be there for me to help me, although her knowledge on God's words is limited but a verse she gave me, kept me till now... Also thank God for allowing me to meet new people and Forge new friendship... i know that i shouldn't tell her i like her because the time has not yet come and she may not be the 1 God intended for me... And i think the both of us are not committed to Ministry and each other so better not go for it... "Look before you jump"... Whatever God wants me to have i will have it...

Summary:

Well this year 2009 is indeed an eventful year... Many ups and downs... Sorrows and Happiness... But God is there for me... Thank God... Hope that next year will be a year where i can walk closer to Thee and learn to Trust Him in all circumstance and is not the 4D type of trust...

2009-11-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Today is Sunday... my turn to do Logistic for Service... Haiya... Late again... Partly because i woke up late... But also a bit of the Rain... But nevertheless still did it...

Today Service we were taught on the Gospel of John chapter 9, Jesus being the Master Healer... i was again reminded of why we go through Pain, Suffering, Trials and Temptation. Actually is more of Pain, Suffering and Temptation... We go through this is because, all this happens so that the Work of God Might be Displayed in our life... Well this is another reminder from God to me... i at many times question myself why this happens to me and also why does people have to suffer... Well i know one thing for sure we need to always take the step of Faith in obeying God's Will and Plan for us... He is our Creator and He knows what is best for all of us... So i guess we can just take the step of Faith with Regards to His Work...

What is the key thing we need to do is... Love the Lord your God with All you Heart and All your Soul and All your Mind... Learn to Know God and Love Him more and more each day of our life... And also why is Jesus the Master Healer... This is because He renew our Physical Strength and not only this... He also gives us Eternal Life... And this is the Renewal of our Spiritual Strength... And He always Loves to Give... And Often He gives more then what we Need, Reason being He Loves us dearly...

And today i was brought to see that i'm like the Blind man... Who was blind but now i see... Past years, i have discovered that my going to Foundation, YF, Service and all has been like part of my program and is build into me... i go to Foundation class and sit there for 2 hours... Is jus like a sponge expect that i will let all the water out in this case the Truth learn... Well God has cause my eyes to be open and i can see how is His Word and His Work working in my Life... Now i Leave Foundation, YF and Service with a Smile on my Face... i have seen the wonderful work of His word in my Life... Ministering to me... Thank You Father...

Thy Word:

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

When i Feel Afraid

Think i've Lost my Way

Still, You're there Right Beside me

Nothing Will i Fear

As Long as You are Near

Please be Near me To the End

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

i Will Not Forget

Your Love for me and yet,

my Heart Forever is Wandering

Jesus Be my Guide,

Hold me Closely to Your Side,

And i Will Love You to The End

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

Nothing Will i Fear

As Long as You are Near

Please Be Near me To the End

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet

And a Light unto my Path

And a Light Unto my Path~

God's Will Only Takes you Where His Grace Can Keep you

2009-11-28T23:21:00.004+08:00

Today was a very meaningful day... i have learn again new things... In Foundation i have learn that i need not feel bad when i don't meet up to the Standard for it is just and Accusation made by the devil himself... It is made possible because first we are Victors through Christ, next is Because the Blood Of Christ...

Then moving on to YF... We carried on Part 2 on the Topic of Relationship... i was really looking forward to it... And Thanks to be God... He has spoken to me today... i have realize that i wasn't ready after all... i don't have the Willingness to remain single... And that already means that i'm not ready to Wait on God to send me the person i'm suppose to spend my rest of my life... Though i may think i'm ready for a Long-Term Relationship but the question to ask myself... Am i truly Ready?...

Well i Really Thank God for today's session and reminding me the Story of Jonah and the word Que Sera Sera... Whatever God wants me to have/give me NO one can take it away from me, And no matter where i run i can't hide from Him and His Will... There God i want to Surrender it all unto You...

i know it will be hard for me to Surrender it all unto You but Lord i pray that You will always remind me...

Change my heart O God:

Change my Heart, O God, Make it Ever True

Change my Heart, O God, May i be Like You

You are the Potter, i am the Clay

Mould me and Make me, this what i Pray

Change my Heart, O God, Make it Ever True

Change my Heart, O God, May i be Like You

Change my Heart, O God, Make it Ever True

Change my Heart, O God, May i be Like You

2009-11-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Today when with the EYFers to watch 2012... It was nice... But i think the show is quite stupid in some sense... But that movie really push me to think... What happen if Christ were to return now!? Am i ready to face Him... Will He let me enter His house... But in any case i want to GO HOME... I had it... I don't want to Run the Race Make out for me liao... i'm so tired, both Physcally and Mentally and also Emotionally drain... i don't want to run...

Father my mind is occupied by the thoughts of What if You were to return now and her... Father help me... Lord Use Your Word and lead me out of this Darkness and be my Guide...

2009-11-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

Start from yesterday... We went to Celebrate JieShun's 21st Birthday at Bugis... We includes... Me, Reggie. Olivia, YiMei, ChinHang, Brandon Lim, JieShun and ChinHo... The birthday boy got sabo until like siao... Was sabo to sing in the MIbble of Bugis Junction... Walao... Haha... Win like lor...

*Something awkward happen before and i don't will to say it...

Today i got a mission to go and buy Balls for inviting friend for Tchoukball... Haha... But i went Army Market first... Brought a Bag... Wow is bigger then my NetBook... haha...

Ok la IDK what to write liao.....................................

2009-11-19T23:21:00.004+08:00

Remind Me Dear Lord:

The things that i Love and Hold to my Heart

Are just Borrowed, they're Not mine at All

Jesus Only Let me Use them to Brighten my Life

SO REMIND ME,(would you)REMIND ME DEAR LORD

Chorus:

Roll Back the curtains of Memories Now and Then,

Show me where you Brought me From and Where i Should have Been

Remember i'm human, and humans forget

SO REMIND ME,(would you)REMIND ME DEAR LORD

Nothing Good Have i Done, to Deserve God's Own Son

i'm Not Worthy for the scars In His Hands

Yet He Chose the Road to Calvary to Die in my Stead

Why He Loves me, i Can't Understand

Chorus:

Roll Back the curtains of Memories Now and Then,

Show me where you Brought me From and Where i Should have Been

Remember i'm human, and humans forget

SO REMIND ME,(would you)REMIND ME DEAR LORD~

I don't know what to write... Things are so messed up now... I did what was right, and i get what scolded!?... I'm tired... When can all this rubbish ends... I don't want to do it any longer... It was never nice...

Terence:You(Me) should get your old Character back. I like your old character

William: Sorry Brother. I tried... but is just hard...

To Belle: If you wanna scold me just go right ahead and just spell my name there... Need not use other names to replace mine... You are not like those others...

my Responses to God:

Shepherd of my soul:

Shepherd of my soul

i Give You Full Control

Wherever You May Lead

i Will Follow

i Have Made the Choice to Listen For Your Voice

Wherever You May Lead

i Will Go

Chorus:

Be it In a Quiet Pasture

Or By a Gentle Stream

The Shepherd my soul is by my Side~

Should i Face a Mighty Mountain

Or a Valley Dark and Deep

The Shepherd my soul is by my Side

Shepherd of my soul

i Give You Full Control

Wherever You May Lead

i Will Follow

i Have Made the Choice to Listen For Your Voice

Wherever You May Lead

i Will Go

Chorus:

Be it In a Quiet Pasture

Or By a Gentle Stream

The Shepherd my soul is by my Side~

Should i Face a Mighty Mountain

Or a Valley Dark and Deep

The Shepherd my soul is by my Side

Lord Lead me

Potter's Hands:

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour

i Know for Sure All of my Days are

Held In Your Hand

Crafted Into Your Perfect Plan

You Gently Called me into Your Presence

Guided me by Your Holy Spirit

Teach me Dear Lord

To Live All of my Life Through Your Eyes

Pre-Chorus:

i'm Capture By Your Holy Calling

Set me Apart, i Know You're Drawing

me To Yourself

Lead me Lord, i Pray

Chorus:

Take me, Mould me

Use me, Fill me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

Call me, You Guide me

Lead me, Walk Beside me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Saviour

i Know for Sure All of my Days are

Held In Your Hand

Crafted Into Your Perfect Plan

You Gently Called me into Your Presence

Guided me by Your Holy Spirit

Teach me Dear Lord

To Live All of my Life Through Your Eyes

Pre-Chorus:

i'm Capture By Your Holy Calling

Set me Apart, i Know You're Drawing

me To Yourself

Lead me Lord, i Pray

Chorus:

Take me, Mould me

Use me, Fill me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

Call me, You Guide me

Lead me, Walk Beside me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

Take me, Mould me

Use me, Fill me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

Call me, You Guide me

Lead me, Walk Beside me

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands

i Give my Life to The Potter's Hands~

You are the Potter and i'm the clay... Mould me Dear Lord... Lead me and guide me Lord i Pray...

2009-11-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

"My Love"

An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

[Chorus:]
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

"Queen Of My Heart"

So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

[CHORUS:]
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Queen of my heart

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far
(Matter how far)
Or where you may be
(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes
(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

[Repeat chorus twice]

Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart
(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes
(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah
(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

"I Wanna Grow Old With You"

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Suddenly i feel like uploading this lyrics from Westlife's song...

2009-11-13T20:57:00.003+08:00

Hmm i don't know what is wrong with me today... First i started off by going to AsiaWide Industrial Building to Collect Oven from Jessie at RBC... But along the way i was thinking about something... Then coming back that time message Rebecca... But the strange thing was... We thought that we were on the same bus... But it turn out that she is 1 bus behind of me... Haha...

Then went to EL for Cookie Baking Lesson... It was fun... But also boring at the same time... Haha... But after the baking and all the instruction i sat down.... Then my mind started to wander off again... This time was something very personal super personal... I thought of giving up and let go...

Well never mind about that... I went home then as i was walking my mind was still on the same topic... So entertain it lor... Then jus now i talked with HuiJun on Msn then was talking about the Band BBQ... Then i told her what Elissa told me... So then i was reminded of what Elissa asked me that Day... Then my mind started thinking about the answer... So my mind wander liao lor...

Worst thing is... I'm now asking myself a question:"Will people want me?..." Then i'm feeling very weird now... Angry and sad at the same time... Then i feel that people are being too much on the outside liao... They always fail to look inside and always looking on the outside first... Haiz... That is the hard Fact...

A day of many things

2009-11-12T23:47:00.003+08:00

Today was a day of problems... I woke up today to find that my mother haven buy anything for dinner... Rather the Stuff i needed for cooking Dinner... Then never mind i went down to the Market to get it myself... Then a number of things don't have... Then i have to make do with whatever i can get my hands on... So after that i went to buy lunch... Everything i wanted to eat don't have... wow... That conclude the first part of the day...

My Afternoon got nothing special... Only played Maple for the whole day...

Evening came... I prepared the food that was need for dinner... So then after that i began cooking... But it turns out to be a flop... Then dad called ask if there was any left... Then i told him to buy fried Chicken... Hehe...Happy...

Then in the Late evening i got a Call from Reggie that i'm need to collect something from Jessie in RBC... So ok lor... I was suppose to go with another person but can't find another guy... So i suggested to Reggie... Why not get another Sister to go with me there... But he answered:"you think a sister can carry ar?" Then deep inside my heart i answered:" then you want me to 1 person go take la" I felt very fed up.... Then after this I was told by Reggie that i was to inform Adam and Alson about the meeting this sunday after Service... So i tried... And that Adam Lau didn't reply at all... I was even more fed up...

Some time i just find myself very pitiful... I can't seems to reject people's request for assistance or help... I will always be there for them... And when i need a favour... People just disappear... What is this... I need to find my feeling and reject this kind of request in the near future...

Days Of Fun and Friendship

2009-11-12T01:13:00.003+08:00

This are some of the Shots i took while at the Chalet... It was a fun and spooky Chalet this time around... I shall not talk about that... Well Class I know i will miss you all... This 4 years together and some of you is 2 years... But whatever the number of years we spent together... It was a wonderful 1... Happy Knowing you all.... And thanks for being part of my Life...

Well something strange happen after the BBQ... I suddenly feel very ZONE Out... IDK what is wrong with me but i jus feel like stoning... But at the same time i feel very troubled and her name jus came into my mind... I can't seems to get it out... Then Miss Ng saw me then ask me how was the progress.... Then i Stun and look at her... Then i ehh... But never answer.... Well during the 3 days there... Her name somehow like kept me company... Wow...

Band BBQ is coming and is on the 10 of Dec... This was the day WeiLun and Pamela first started... I didn't know until Elissa told me... Then i kenna stun lor... Then i joke with Elissa... Maybe hor this year will be my turn... Then she asked me a question do i stand a chance.... Then i replied her... Even if i did i also won't do anything... Cos i know is impossible... She will just be part of my memory a person who i can only like from a Distance and not upclose... Oh well that is live i guess... I don't have to be a Fool to know the outcome of this thing if i take that step... It will end up with something bad, very bad......

2009-10-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

Pearly's $80+ Birthday day cake....!!!

and this are the Winners

done by yours truly

The Winning dishes

Well this few weeks have been a very fun week... Going to School to have a Cooking Enrichment... I like the Chefs that taught us... Although some of them are a bit...... But overall still very fun and helpful... From this 10days i have learn how to cook a number of western dishes... Maybe next time i can cook for some people... Provided that person wants to eat... Hehe...

Also went to Pearly's birthday Chalet... Wow it was an overwhelming Chalet... On wednesday which is Day 1 of the Chalet... The Guys Didn't sleep until Thursday morning 6am... Haha then sleep for a few Hours then go school for the Cooking Lessons.... Haha...

Well now lets talk about Today... Today was quite alright... I have learn a couple of things from Foundation and YF... And YF is from the Older ones... Those who have gone before me in their Walk... They are people we can look up to and look for when we are facing Troubles or Storms...

Oh and Ecclesiastes Youth Force is about to start liao... Yea!!!...

Pure Craziness

2009-10-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today Marks the Last day of my N levels Yeah... But i'm very sure that I can't make it for Sec5... Sorry to those who i have told you that i will come back for Sec5 and Sorry to disappoint those who wanted my to return... You all will still see me around in school... But I will not be in GM uniform... So ya I hope to see you all soon in 2010...

After the paper, i went to ECP to fish... But i and small Brandon cycled there... My Bike the Chair was.... HORRIBLE...!!! Right in the "drain" super pain... Now as in type my pipi is like OUCH!!! Haizzz.... When we first reach there the sky were bright... But after awhile... The sky change... Like the End of the World... Then i and Brandon chiong... Then our hero came and out Planner... Edmand Han... LATE very LATE!!!... Then we waited for the Rain to stop before carrying on Fishing... So ya... Best... No fish until night time...

Now my legs just feel like Jelly... I got a very good Feeling that when i wake up tomorrow my like is going to have muscle aches... Good Job like Cripple like that... Haizzz...

But on top of this... There is another thought up in my Head... Haizzz... God Help me to get over it!!!

Last Day

2009-10-02T21:36:00.003+08:00

The Past Few days were rather boring... So i didn't really post... But TOday is a different thing... Today is the Last Day of Official Lesson... We were taking Pictures here and there... It was fun... But Upon reaching the Last Lesson... My mood sort of change... When we were greeting Mr Ha Good Bye... I felt like crying... Because it Might be the last time i greet him liao...

Thank You Speech:

-Miss Ng SY: Thank you Miss Ng for teaching me since sec1 until now... Being Patient with me...

Sorry that i was very Rude and playful... I Really like your Lessons... It is fun... I will Always remember and Like Chem for my Life... Thank You!

-Mr Ha YF: Sorry Mr Ha... I have been failing your POA all the way since sec3... Even my Prelim i still failed... I will try my very Best to Get a B4 or at least a C5 for your POA... It something i want to do...

-Miss Nonis: Thank you for making Physic Fun for me... I really love it very much...

-Mrs Lim SK: Thank you for the Notes and Patient you shown to me... I have not been listening

to your lessons... And i'm quite sad to say i'm giving up on my Geog... But i will still give it my all...

-Madm Toh: Thank you... My chinese have not been very good... So i think i might not get a B4

Like i told you... So... Sorry

-Miss Wendy Wong: Miss Wong... I will do my best in my paper... But i have to disappoint you...

I may not get a A for your Maths... But i promise there will be no more silly mistakes...

-Mrs Hooi: My English might be done badly... I hope that i can smoke across the letter part... But

But i promise i will do more readings and increase my Vocab...

-Mr Gage: I like your Subject... But I didn't very badly for the N levels paper... And although

some times i hate your lessons but i still enjoyed it...

I really want to come back for Sec5 to carry on... And just gamble on my O levels if i come back... i don know it i can do... Sorry to those that i promise that i will come back... For i already know that i won't come back... I said those is to encourage you and motivate you to do well for your End-Of-Year exam... I hope that i will see you all in the Class you all want... JiaYou all of us!!!

2009-09-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Too long never post liao... Haha... This few day very normal... So didn't really post...

But yesterday something happen during YF... The topic was that same as last saturday... I was well quite disturb by the what i say yesterday... Father i pray that i know what to do about my Faith...

Well today i am suppose to go for my cousin's wedding but i too lazy to go... So didn't... HEHE... But before that i was woken up by my ErGu's phone call... I wanted to sleep so much that i answered the call with a loud WHAT!!!... Haha... So dead...

Oh well dinner at Jalan Saltan there... Can hear the noise the F1 cars make... Wow... Back home i also can hear... haha... YEA!!! Lewis Hamilton won!!!...

Here is a very cute video of a little cat... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_AbfPXTKms super nice... People so go and see

A sickish day

2009-09-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Tuesday again... Haha Sick again... But despite being sick i still went out to MewMew meimei to shop for presents for our own friends who are having Birthday in the Month of September...

Tmr is Rochelle and Stephen's Birthday... My Wish for them is... Stephen to grow in the Walk with God more... As for Rochelle... I hope that she will do well in her exams and be happy... This 2 are a few of my good friends... Although Rochelle some times is cold towards be but i always enjoy the time i talk to her... Be in Sms or Msn... It is enjoyable... Stephen is my GDL he is well somewhat like me... In terms of our Emotion... Hehe... Then on Thursday is Jie Jeslin's Birthday!!... Jie I wish for you that you will pass your Promos and DO well!!!...

Today went to Plaza Singapura First... Then shop shop shop... I brought a Mug for Jie... I jus Hope she likes it... And then Went Diso to get some ropes... Then as we are about to leave i and MewMew saw Rochelle, Rachel and another girl i can't really see her face... Then we took train down to White Sands... I was like asking MewMew..."What if i jus walk walk and faint or drop dead on the floor how?" She said" i will laugh" what a wonderful sister right...

White Sands there she buy her gift number 2... Then we went to shop at White Sands itself... But as we walked... I asked her to help me hold something as i feel like vomiting but when i went into that Toilet i don feel like vomiting liao... Gong right! Then took Train home... Call Dad to wait for me at the Clinic but when we reach there the CLinic close liao...

So went home and sleep... Slept until 715pm kenna woken up and went down to see Doctor... Upon reaching the Clinic i sign up and then waited... I was finally called in at around 9 like that... Super long ler... But never mind... I was chatting with Rochelle via Sms... I enjoy the little chat... Although we still can't really agree on anything yet...

After the Doctor sees me i took my medication and went to buy my BreakFast-Lunch-Dinner... 3 in 1 meal... Then i thought that i was going to vomit after my meals or after the Medicine but in the End Never... haha

Tmr Skipping School going to see the Doctor and get my MC... I want to stay at home and Sleep... Hehe i think i'm sick because lack of sleep... Haha

2009-09-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today begin off with quite a rude start... The house phone ring, it was mum, asking me to go and bring the clothes in... Then i saw Si Hua's message telling me that the Worship Practice was change to 12pm at EL... Hmm so i woke up at 1030 like that wow... Then went for Worship practice then Foundation then YF...

Today Foundation we had a Word Keeping Quiz for all the topics we cover since the start... I was group with Jeremy and we did our best to answer the Question... But God revealed to me that i wasn't give attention to His word... I walked away forgetting what is written in It... Haizz....

Well today's YF topic was about Real or Fake... It is really scary to know that some time we do all the Christian Christian things but in actual fact we are pleasing ourselves... And also that somethings that will like throw us of balance is due to the inconsistency of our walk with God... Haiz some time is cause by Relationship, i quite agree to what Si Hua say... Well God i pray that You will help me to get over this...

Well Fellowship time... Talked about doing Log and our duty as part of the Log team... We all need to be responsible and account to our Log Head if we can't make it and find someone to take your place... Doing all things for the Glory of God!....

Then our QCP and a time of Fellowship also... We were talking about our Witnessing for the Past 8 months... Question asked was... Have i had anything Thanksgiving in this area and answer is Yes... Then which area i Lag in and is being a Good Testimony in school and outside also... So we ended of with a time of reflection and praying for each other...

And now is past 10pm is the time of running thoughts... And today thoughts were about the same as the usual... Well i guess it is normal... But today got some other things... I told my little sister that i always feel like having my arms around her when she is sad or ill... Haha that is funny... Very Random thoughts... Partly because to me she is like a little girl and like a little Kitten whom i can show my care and concern and Love to... And my Little Dear Sister is 1 year older lor... Happy Birthday to you... Althought it is a Belated Posting... hehe

A sickish day!

2009-09-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

It all started Yesterday... 14Sept my new fridge was suppose to come... But the Delivery guy was late... Wow!!! Then Never mind Dad came home to FOOD lots of FOOD! Nice FOOD... Then ate a lot until i became quite Round... Due to the fullness i felt like vomiting!!! Adding on to this was a Bad Flu... Haizzz... I thought i couldn't sleep but in the still slept...

Today woke up and don feel like going to school because was having a horrible Flu!... Ah Chew!!!... But still drag myself to school... Assembly was hot... Or maybe i'm the only one... I was sweating like siao... Then went back class had a Free Period so i slept... But could also... Collar is wet now and heahache... So went to the SickBay and they send me home... Wow! So school ended for me at 9am... When Home and sleep... From around 10-245 like that... Then cook Maggie...

Evening dawn and it was well disturbing as the New Fridge was spoiled-.-... Less then 48Hours and it is spoiled how nice... The Motor stop and the Cooling stop... SIAN!~

But the part that is the most disturbing was... A friend of mine is struggling with some consider quite personal matters... And i know about it... But that person refuse me like open up to what i have to say... At that moment i understood how Elissa Felt when she was talking to me... A person with a harden heart... Well i hope that i can help you friend... Don't think too much...

Well after 10pm is the time of crazy thoughts... And today's crazy thoughts is like the usual thoughts... Haizzz... Why don't i have the courage to do it... *Not sick stuff... Haizzz... Maybe after my N levles?? Haizzz

2009-09-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm today was rather a tiring day... Although i did nothing... Today was suppose to have POA remedial but Upon Waking up i saw Pearly's Message... Mr Ha is on sick so he is not coming... So being lazy... I went back to sleep and totally forget that i'm suppose to go EL and help...

Woke up at around 1245 like that so i chiong and meet up with people at The Coffee Shop opposite Library... Then we all Head to EL to watch BOLT!... A cute Dog... But i help Kenneth to change the LightBulb in the Damacus Room... And then watch a little of Bolt then went to the Upper Room to check on the girls... LiYi, Jeslyn and Gladys... They were doing science how nice... MeiYun seems to enjoy teaching them... And then she test them on what ever she have taught... Oh well then ended up playing for them on the Guitar... ETC...

Then there was Dinner... At a "new" Ban Mee Store... Quite nice... Not too bad... But should put Chilli inside it to make it more spice up... Then walked back... But On the way back... YiMei aka Da MeowMeow was shot by me... Haha... Aunty YiMei... Hehe... You should really change ler Da MeowMeow... Your Action makes you look Old lor... haha.... MEow...

A day to be Reckon with!

2009-09-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

Today Marks the last day of Part 1 of N levels... But it didn't really Finish off with a Bang but with doubts... Today's Paper is English, the Master of the Paper once fail... GOOD BYE Secondary Hello ITE... *ITE might not want you also...

Alright here is how the paper goes... Paper 1 Part 1 is about how you using your brain and bomb out stuff/stroies to impress the Marker with.. There are a few Interesting Topics... But I chose PROMISES... I felt that this topic is very close to my heart.. As I also make promises... My essay goes something like this...... Everyone will have to Make Promises in different part of our life... And the Most Beautiful Promise as i have concluded is the Promise made by a Parent to the Child that they will Love them and Care for them until the draw their Last Breath.... But Often we break our Promises... This a Sad thing... Sorry Mrs Hooi I left out something... A very good Personal Example... Well Moving on... There is Part 2 Letter writing... I think i might have writen out of point... But there is a Funny part to it.. The Question ask for things to do at ECP(East Coast Park) but i write until Singapore Flyer and Aloha Loyang... But i go and bomb in... BUt all of this is found/located along the Eastern CoastLine of Singapore which is the East Coast Park... Haha i hope this will get my Marks Back......

And after the Break... We Had Paper 2.. This could be another Disappointment... And as of today i hate MYTHS!... The stupid passage A is on Myths and the Question, majority of it require us to Answer in our Own Words... Walao!... Never Mind i think i did well for my close passage and Summary so should be much of a problem i guess... Well Hope for the Best...!

After Lunch, went back for band but before that we saw Miss Johnson and she wanted to see our SS paper... So i show her my Question Booklet... And she was like giving the Shock look... I think she might not get angry with the Band members... And follow this, the NA sec4s have permission to go and maybe Perform for this friday's Band Exchange... The Songs they are playing are like Grade 2... Is like so Lame and Easy...

After Band i decided to ask Mr Samuel more about Audio Image... I might wanna join it... But it clashes with YF and Fellowship... Hmm what should i do...? But either way i shall decide again after my N levels Part 2...

A Tear jerking day!

2009-09-08T22:05:00.008+08:00

Today is Day2 of N levels 2009... And also the second Subject which is Social Study(SS)...

Today begin of with a very lazy morning... I don't feel like coming for Listening Compre... But still have to come for it... And as we wait for the Compre to start we were welcome with the Mediacorp Radio Channel Symphony92.4... That was the channel that Broadcast the 2009 N levels Normal stream Chinese Listening Comprehension... The whole Singapore 4NA is listening to it... But the worst part of the morning was... The Music the play is adding on to the Lazy Morning... Oh Man... Classical Music... How Great!... The Passages were fun and quite easy... Winter Games, Mum and Son took a train to wish the Husband a Happy Birthday, a little boy crossing the road etc.....

Then after that we went to Mac and Settle our Breakfast and fill out Stomach... Ck is Ultimate... Ate to Sets of meal... As for me i ate something that i haven eaten for a long long time... HOTCAKES!... Then went back to the School Library to Study for SS-.-... The time was like moving very slowly as we all studied...... But it was quite fun also... Then it was time to take the paper... Well when the paper came some cheered and some complained... As for me i did both of it... The SBQ was Fun! But the Essay(SEQ) was like CRAB!*Crap... Totally Failed my SEQ for sure... But there is something i find i'm quite Proud of... I didn't really Listen to Mr Gage and i went ahead to study Globalisation... But there is a twist... Whatever i studied didn't come out... Oh man!... So 1 F9... All i can do now is to do well for my Geog paper...

To those who cried... Don't be sad lets us work hard for our Geog and POA... There is still a chance to get it back! We can do it... Have FAITH!

It seems that my fate is sealed... Nitec could be my next stage of my life... God please Guide me!

Day 1 of N levels!

2009-09-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

Today is the First day of N levels... Today's paper is 1 of my worst Subject... Chinese... But i think i can pass... But Today God have put my trust in Him to the test... The Electronic Dictionary JiaHui lend me, died on me... Battery went FLAT!... I almost cried during the Paper itself... But as i trust in God, He allowed me to Lend Hsi Yuan's Dictionary... Thank You!..

After today's paper, i and my group of people went to Hsin Wei's house to study... We did some and i borrow a Theory Book from him... But the most Fun part was playing with Sugar... Janice was afraid of dogs.... But Actually she is afraid of dogs seeing into her face-.-lll that was so.... DUMB... Haha Janice Jus joking...

After that went home and was told that i need to go to the Lunar 7th month's Dinner... So went and bored to death... But in the Progress my mum made a new Gan NuEr... And she is Gladys... My mum seems to like her more then me... Oh well my mum prefer to have a Girl... And so she had... Haha Jus in time for her Birthday!

Alright Today very tired due to the Exams i think??

2009-09-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

Thanksgiving service was......... AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to upload de picture de but too lazy and also very lag... If anybody want to see... Go to my facebook account... But it contain pictures of Band and Choir and my favourites teacher and those that taught me... The only thing i feel like saying now is THANKSGIVING 2009 IS THE BEST!!!!

2009-09-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

It was a normal day but with a little spice... Today we finally get to know where is our mistake and we should change it before N levels...

Tuition session was very... LONG... But i shall not give up in teaching... JiaYou! Gladys do your best for Geog...

Went to Gan Ma's house ate dinner... Then went shopping for shoes and spent $32.80 on shoes... Then shopping at NTUC and buy Chocolate and Twisties...

Why do i always get blame for things... Hao Xin Bei Lai Pi! I shall choose who is next to help next time! Not all people can be trusted!

A problematic day. Ended with a Loving Reminder

2009-09-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today my class thought that there will not be any PE, so half the class didn't bring their PE shirts... So we Ended Up not having any and watch Some highlights haiyo... But this was stop by some disturbing news... Oh well the period ended with Many Thoughts on my mind... Well then The Next Period was POA and Mr Ha came in with the same new but with another Disturbing news... We will be getting back our Prelim Part 2 Papers... Well so we manage to survive until Recess was over... Then is the Moment of Truth.... MUhahahahahaha..... We are getting back our Results... And before that my Class got 2 people crying... * I shall not say who* Then we got back our paper... Wonderful... My Results are as follow:

POA: 44.5/100 -Great Improvement said so by Mr Ha himself

Science: 75.5/100 -Another Improvement got back my A1

Maths: 50/100 -Didn't do too well... Sorry Miss Wong

Geog: 23/50 - Oh man! Can pass de ler

I'm very a happy with my result although i didn't make it for 19points for my return to Sec5 but still am very happy because this shows me that i still got a chance of getting 19 and below for my N levels... CHiong ar!! I want to come back for Sec5 and i got the Motivation for it...! Yeah!

Today God also speak to me again about the disturbing news.. God knows all and understand all... Today He taught me about TRUSTING and PATIENCE... To Trust in Him in all area of life... Here is another extract from the QT Material:"When you're feeling impatient, lean on the God Who is always with you. He'll turn your impatience into Patient Trust" -Dave Branon... A good thing to learn... Tursting in Him

Here is another learning point:"Tune your anxious heart to patience,walk by Faith where sigh is dim; Loving God, be calm and trustful and leave everything to Him" - Chambers... I hope for those who read this will be a great source of encouragement as we are busy studying for our National Exams.. JIAYOU EVERYBODY!!!

Teacher's Day eve

2009-08-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

Today marks my last possible Teacher's Day celebration in GM as a student there... Oh well at least today i manage to come and i didn't regret it... It was fun and funny.. Jelene and her group of musician started the ball rolling with 2 very nice songs... And then it was Ryan Wong's turn to dance... Well he did better this time but the music was way too loud... MR crew is sleeping lor... The Mirocphones are all so loud sian de lor... OH well moving on to Faith2-2 Performance... It was well very......... Gay, Wrong but most of all it brighten up the morning with a dose of Laughter... Oh man imagine if GM does have a teacher like that... It will horrible... Then so on... The whole celebration ended off with Elissa's Class Faith4-2... Being their last Teacher's Day celebration ask Students they THANK ALL their Teachers... And it was long... To TOp it up the went en extra mile to change the lyrics of songs to describle their Teachers.... Hmm i wonder who did the changing of the lyric... Not Bad 42 this is wonderful... But what i like best is when a group of Hope1-1 girls doing a dance item call "NOBODY" and upon starting of the song, my class the people turn to YiXuan... Because he jus dislike this song... That was so FUnny...

The Area of Alj also celebrated Teacher's Day with a Power Failure across the whole area... So Sectionals was carried out in nothingness... Oh well this year is a special year that i will remember...

Like a Diamond in the sky

2009-08-30T23:04:00.004+08:00

Today verse is on Psalm8... God loves us dearly, and He gave His one and only Son up for us...

"If God places such a high value on us, We should also place a high value on the place He has brought into our lives" -Dennis Fisher

God teach to to treasure every single people you place in my live...

Conculsion: We are more precious to Jesus than the costliest diamond

Ok moving on... Just nice channel5 is showing Blood Diamond how nice... Today got a lot of Cat activity and now got a lot Diamond digging activity... Wonderfully cute...

Wonderful day!

2009-08-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today was amazing... Start off by meeting at the wrong place although all i have to do is to jus step outside... Then enjoy the time i had with Brendan and QingHui over lunch sharing... I love 1Cor10:13... Hmm what happen next? Ar! Foundation another wonderful session... Because i was reminded and encourage by the article John Piper worte... A few very nice quote from the article

"God gets glory not from our heroic exertion but from our reliance upon His strength - when one serve as on who serve with strenth which God supplies."

"God's will Himself to glorify. Is not a weight to make us sigh. For it is wings to make us fly"

This taught me what is means to Glorify God... In our action we do it...

Then YF... XuiPing was well very XuiPing... Her Mannar Time was very much close to home... Just so nice it also talks about our actions and the "Urgent and Important" which is like covered in Strewardship... WOW! Ok God has reminded me again of 1Cor10:31... Do things for His glory...

Sorry to those that i have ill treated or scolded with very "colourful" word... I hope that you will forgive me

2009-08-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

Thank you girl... For helping me to complete this blog!!! Oh well this shall be the official first time blogging... Yesterday marks the Last Day of Prelim and my official first F9 and that is POA... Today was normal until i had to scold someone in front of the section... I hope i didn't scare them... Oh well whatever has past let it past.... Tmr will be a better Day... I hope!!

Grateful

2009-08-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

Thank you very much my dear little sister... For helping me complete this Dead Blog... Ok here is a Meow for you... MEOW!~ Thanks again...

William Meow

Grateful

2009-06-28T22:18:00.001+08:00

Thank you Pearly... Thanks for making my MEOW MEOW Blog... Thank you very much... I'll remember what you did de... Not like someone we know.... Thanks again